blanket apology to all the female celebrities i hated as a teenager because i was up to my eyeballs in internalized misogyny
- october 1st: i'm cOMIN OUTTA MY GRAVE AND I BEEN DOIN JUST FINE
I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again